Its disgusting to note that my entire 25years as a Christian was filled mostly with intense Sadness – i did things just to please my parent

I was not happy as the only thing making me happy then was watching cartoons, eating mama’s food, video games, arranging house, business, chilling with friends like Kestrel etc but my Sadness was still very much

I was told to live life like this:

Work – Rest – Die – awaits paradise

Instead of the Universal pattern of:

Work – Rest – Work – Rest – Work and repeat without end

When you have the mindset of death as a baby, it means your parent taught you only one way of life and neglected the other way of life

Life has Good and Bad sides

The Good side is hard which requires you to live your life in circles, ready to repeat hard things

The Bad side is easy which requires you to live your life in linear to retire in death, not ready to repeat hard things – instead hoping for God to save you

So our parent taught us the bad side that is easy for them to follow and painted it as good with hope of paradise

I repeat

If you cannot meet our living Creator while you and your business are still alive then you do not deserve to meet our Creator when you are dead – because you simply don’t value life

If you value life, then you will work everyday to save yourself and you will have the mindset to live forever now instead of saying someone should retire and die hoping for paradise that you are not sure of.

Well i don’t blame you – because you are scared to use Nature to study about our Creator

Studying about Nature (entering bush etc) is hard, so you choose the easy way as always…

Using Nature to study about our Creator gave me so much happiness and inner-peace – i don’t live to die, i live to live because everyday i defeat death as our Creator is already with me

I know why terrible things happens and i know by focusing on the benefits, i can transform it into Happiness.

I’m literally invisible